Excited but Sad at the same time

Tomorrow is going to be an exciting day!! Fishfest is going to be so much fun!! I can't wait!! I was really sad that my husband wasn't going with me after all. That is our event to go to every year, but he is still up north. So my friend is coming with me. I can't wait!! I'm so excited to watch Toby Mac!!! Yayyyyy!!!! I hope the weather will be good. But I have a hat and sunscreen just in case. I guess you can't be too unprepared! TTFN

Happy and Sad

Ok, so I went to see my husband in Selma this past Memorial weekend and I was so happy to see him! I was excited to be reunited with my honey, but then got some bad news. The eye dr did not like what he saw and made an appointment for him to see a specialist. He may have to have surgery on his eyes. I am so caught in the middle as far as do I stay here at home, at my job, at my church, or do I leave it all behind and go be with my husband, jobless, homeless, churchless? I can't decide. I am so heartbroken to be apart from him. This last time leaving him behind was worse than the first time. I'm trying so hard to keep a stiff upper lip, but I can't help crying for him. I wish thinks could be so much easier, but it isn't. Only God can get me through this rough time as He does with every situation. I can't do this alone. I am so thankful to my sister in law and brother in law for letting me stay in their extra room and helping me out. I couldn't be more thankful. I just wish I knew what to do. TTFN