Happy and Sad

Ok, so I went to see my husband in Selma this past Memorial weekend and I was so happy to see him! I was excited to be reunited with my honey, but then got some bad news. The eye dr did not like what he saw and made an appointment for him to see a specialist. He may have to have surgery on his eyes. I am so caught in the middle as far as do I stay here at home, at my job, at my church, or do I leave it all behind and go be with my husband, jobless, homeless, churchless? I can't decide. I am so heartbroken to be apart from him. This last time leaving him behind was worse than the first time. I'm trying so hard to keep a stiff upper lip, but I can't help crying for him. I wish thinks could be so much easier, but it isn't. Only God can get me through this rough time as He does with every situation. I can't do this alone. I am so thankful to my sister in law and brother in law for letting me stay in their extra room and helping me out. I couldn't be more thankful. I just wish I knew what to do. TTFN